May272012
wowfunniestposts: Bored? click! True story.

wowfunniestposts:

Bored? click!

True story.

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May242012
GPOY. Me at work for the entirety of yesterday and today. Thank god for pandora and phone chargers.

GPOY. Me at work for the entirety of yesterday and today. Thank god for pandora and phone chargers.

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May162012

Taking off bra whilst disabled and drunk= not fair.

May132012

My family is a bunch of assholes. I hate holidays that force me to deal with being around them. I just want to get out of here. It’s always them against me. I’m not 15 anymore stop trying to make me feel like I’m back in that place. I need to move to another state.. Or another country.

May102012
Made a list for the first time of all the annoying medical stuff I’m dealing with while I was bored at work. Was having a hard day so I thought putting it all down would help. I have to remind myself that pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. Smile. Smile. Smile.

Made a list for the first time of all the annoying medical stuff I’m dealing with while I was bored at work. Was having a hard day so I thought putting it all down would help. I have to remind myself that pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. Smile. Smile. Smile.

fibromyalgia chronic illness overloaded 

May62012

I’ve had such a weird day. I ate my first meal at 8pm. It’s ridiculous how much my body is effected by my emotions. The wedding was great and I did have fun but the drama that went down still makes me angry. I am so completely aggravated that my whole body has had this numb tingling all day long and I had absolutely no appetite. I was at my sisters wedding and I’m was sitting with “family” members who were being rude and disrespectful. They were a complete embarrassment and I’m ashamed to be related to them. My face was definitely telling them exactly that. I did go off a little but nothing crazy because I didn’t want to ruin my sisters wedding. Maybe if I had actually punch the better than everyone bitch I wouldn’t still be so angry. The whole situation just made me realize who my real family is. Blood doesn’t make you family. Real ties and love make you family. I am so grateful for the wonderful people in my life who truly understand me and the kind of person I am. They are my true family and I hope that I make them feel that everyday.

April142012
We watched this movie at the end of the best first date I had ever been on. We had been on this amazing ride for 24 hours at this point and I fell asleep in his arms. I never would have thought in that moment that this movie would end up being a Hollywood version of our lives over the past two years. Our story. My denial and heartbreak.

We watched this movie at the end of the best first date I had ever been on. We had been on this amazing ride for 24 hours at this point and I fell asleep in his arms. I never would have thought in that moment that this movie would end up being a Hollywood version of our lives over the past two years. Our story. My denial and heartbreak.

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2PM
This picture was taken almost two years ago now. I love this man with every part of my being and have everyday since this picture was taken. We have been through a lot together. But, how do you come back from your best friend telling you that he loves you, and that even though he wants it, after two years he is not in love with you.. That he never has been and he always thought it was because that part of him was closed off to everyone. Well, turns out that I’m just not the one. No matter how great of a person I am, and how sweet I am and blah blah blah, I’m not the one. I have to live my life knowing that he can never love me and there is nothing I can do. Bonnie Rait, you bitch. You wrote that song for me didn’t you?

This picture was taken almost two years ago now. I love this man with every part of my being and have everyday since this picture was taken. We have been through a lot together. But, how do you come back from your best friend telling you that he loves you, and that even though he wants it, after two years he is not in love with you.. That he never has been and he always thought it was because that part of him was closed off to everyone. Well, turns out that I’m just not the one. No matter how great of a person I am, and how sweet I am and blah blah blah, I’m not the one. I have to live my life knowing that he can never love me and there is nothing I can do.


Bonnie Rait, you bitch. You wrote that song for me didn’t you?
March102012
True Story. =]

True Story. =]
February262012
This is one of my worst fears. Being a burden. Not finding someone who sees my limitations and truly doesn’t care. If Craig doesn’t come around and eventually marry my ass I don’t know what will happen. And I say that last part in a funny but sad kinda way.

This is one of my worst fears. Being a burden. Not finding someone who sees my limitations and truly doesn’t care. If Craig doesn’t come around and eventually marry my ass I don’t know what will happen. And I say that last part in a funny but sad kinda way.

(Source: moviesobsessed)
February252012
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10AM

So yesterday I had to withdraw from cosmetology school. Luckily I had my friend Erika with me. I needed someone there that knew how much I really wanted it and she was definitely my girl. It was hard for me to see some of the girls from my class that I actually liked and tell them that I can’t come back. I just had to accept the reality that the medicine I’m on isn’t a miracle drug. Fibromyalgia is still effecting me everyday and I can’t be in this type of pain and be a hair dresser. I honestly have no idea what I’m going to do next. I have to figure out what I’m going to do with my life. I don’t want to struggle in restaurants or call centers for forever. I want a career that I love that my body won’t hold me back from. This is so much harder than I can really explain. Feeling a little lost.

fibromyalgia wtf am i going to do now? 

February222012
Beautifully true.

Beautifully true.

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February212012

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forever reblog simon and alisha 

February202012
“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next.” Gilda Radner (via infinitives)

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